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Tomorrow due to circumstances beyond my control, my internet access is going to be turned off. I will be back in a few months with fresh material.

-Kenneth
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93 All,
Life has been really hectic lately, I've gotten to hang out with friends alot which I enjoy greatly. But, I'm working a real 40 hour a week job, which I've never really done, I used to always call in once a week at other places. I am trying to start a vending machine business, I just bought my first machine and am hoping to get it placed within a week or two.

On top of this, there is this chick I've been seeing, and she's flaked out on hanging out with me like four times. It's really frustrating. Normally, I'd say fuck it and not even talk to her anymore. But, I really want some fresh pussy, so, I'll let it go. Life is kind of kicking my ass.

This journal is a little more candid and down to earth than usual, of this I'm aware.

-Kenneth
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93 All,
I have just reached 3000 pageviews. I just want to say thanks to everyone who has taken the time out of their busy schedules to give my work a once over.

On to other things...
I have been doing quite well lately, I got a fantastic job (quit the old one), met a great girl, and am beginning to feel ambitious once again. I am soon going to venture into a medium that I as of yet have no experience with (suggestions welcome.)

At the moment, I've just begun to feel hungry, I've been eating fast food for every meal of the day and I am really getting tired of it. I just want a home-cooked meal.

Last point, has anyone ever met a girl who was just a total tease? It's quite exhilarating really, although frustrating at the same time. I don't believe I've ever experienced such an interesting blend of desire/disappointment. Yet, I can't stop wanting more. Strange stuff.

Everyone of y'all have a fantastic day!

-Kenneth
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law,
Ah... What an exciting time. My last post being rather drab and dreary... I must update. This time is better, it is a good time. I do have a rather low paying job, not even making minimum wage really. But, I thoroughly enjoy it, so I'm okay with that. My grammar and syntax will not be correct in this post, that's just how it is. I'm starting school soon to become an aircraft mechanic.

Now, onto the insanity. I'm finding myself a bit crazier than I previously ever remember being. Obsessing over small details and becoming strangely attached to insignificant phenomena. The universe seems as though it is not always such a happy place. I am trying to reconcile this of course with a bit of throat singing (my new hobby.) It's enlightening.

More soon to come.

Alex

P.S. If anyone has any art of Thelema related writings of any type or sort they would like to have published in the upcoming journal in San Antonio, TX, give me a shout.

Love is the Law, love under Will.

93 All,
Unfortunately at this point in my life things are not going well. I have been in a situation with another individual for the past 6 months and am now more sure than ever that it needs to end, and end now. The terrible thing is that we are engaged, and she is psychotic. My fears of retaliation are vast and unlimited. This must end.

If you will notice, my descriptions of the current state of affairs in the blanks above is completely empty. For the entire duration of this relationship, there has been no leisure, nor activities stemming from it. If I am not at work, it is her demand that I be with her. Of course, I have let myself fall into this but, it is definitively my personal hell.

I wish you all a better day than I'm having,
Alex
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